Resignation

Yesterday I finally finished all the monthly reports for our family’s charitable fund, that goes by the acronym TPKHAS. I gatal² pi volunteer to be the Treasurer at its inception… now padankan dengan muka aku. 😅 Bak kata Mr Os terlajak overbite, “tak ada keghoje cari keghoje” 😂

My aunt (Dad’s youngest sister), Olivia, is the chairperson for said fund. She refers to me as “Puan Bendahari” when referring to me in my capacity as the fund’s Treasurer 😆 Wot a bleddy thankless job.. not that I am hard-up for the family members’ gratitude but show some appreciation lah for our efforts in wanting to keep the family united and closer through this fund and its charitable contributions.

As my cousin, one of the regular contributors to the fund said to me, “No one really cares.” He is absolutely RIGHT. No one in the entire family gives a shite, really. Here I was, being stressed because I haven’t finished the monthly reports since December 2021 but no one cares whether I put them up or not. In the family Waksep group yesterday, I told everyone I am resigning from the job because I cannot deal with the extra stress (on top of my worrying about my capital that bleddy Rainmaker and ACE are not returning to me yet!) I cited my anxiety and mental health issues, no one even bothered to write to me and make appropriate noises wishing me well or whatnot… absolutely nothing, except for my cousin Zack here (Zack is Aunt Olivia’s eldest son).


Wes is off to KLIA to pick up our spiritual guru and Ustadh, Dato’ SHY. He had sent Dato’ SHY off to the airport last Thursday night, because he had told Dato’ SHY that he is free for whatever “khidmat” he can perform for him. So he as asked by SHY to drive him to his medical appointment in town last Tuesday and then to the airport on Thursday night for him to catch his 2am flight to DBX. Today SHY returns to KayHell and lagi sekali abam volunteered lah kan… to pick him up. 😏

Mungkin ini pun masuk category “tak ada keghoje cari keghoje” 🤷🏻‍♀️


Yesterday Crest and The Rainmaker emailed me their settlement proposal… which is totally unacceptable to me. Can you imagine they just want to pay back 20% of my investment capital in cash and the remaining 80% in “transfer of shares in public listed companies”. Poonders lah… If it were 80% cash and 20% in shares, I might consider. And the shares… which companies? Kalau Maybank ke, Public Bank ke, Hong Leong ke.. OK lah. Sekali kau bagi shares in some company that makes dedak ayam but happens to be floated on the KLSE. Company yang retak menunggu PN4. Puuuiiiii….

Melampau betei.. I hope our lawyers can negotiate a better deal for us. InshaaAllah… Aameen! 🤲🏻